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Wednesday, March 23, 2011

Here he is in all his glory!!! HOTT

Then there is this.....

This is me and my Bestie Angie...

And on Friday, yes only two days away, we will be here again! I am not excited or anything!!
Whoop Whoop....

The crazy people in the Family! Just Kidding Guys!!

So here are just a few of my extended family members doing what we do best! Dancing, laughing hysterically and having a good old time. On this night we watched Matt do an incredible "Air Guitar" and found a sandal in a salad! (Carolyn). These are incredible people and I am so blessed to call them MY family!!


There is nothing like having an amazing family!! Here we are! My wonderful brother and I.

Here is my Brother, my Mom, my Dad and me!!

Monday, March 14, 2011

Another reason to keep the Faith....

This is my cousin Sarah, or Beaner as I have called her since the day she was born. This year she kicked cancer's ass!!! I couldn't be more proud of her! Love you sweetie!!

Thursday, March 10, 2011


From Blake Shelton's "Who are you when I'm not Looking" 
I can relate to this very much.....

"Do you break things when you get mad,
eat a box of chocolates cause your feeling bad.

Do you paint your toes cause you bite your nails,
Call up Mama when all else fails...."


So many people are afraid of the word grief. There are so many different reactions that go along with it. It has taken me 10 years, a bunch of shitty therapists and one incredible therapist that I owe a lot to. And I am not afraid to admit it. Yes, the past 10 years of my life have been a struggle. I have no idea where I would be if it weren't for my great family, my awesome friends and the one therapist who knows me pretty damn well.  In our society, it seems that people look down on others if they are diagnosed with depression or anxiety like I have been. But you know what? I don't care anymore! This is shaping me to be the person I want to become. And I am proud of that!! Yeah, it has taken me a while but I am slowly becoming that person that I loved way back in the day before that fateful day in October 2000 when things started to get shitty! I don't know if this sounds weird but I am excited to share this. This is something that I was once so ashamed of, but now, I embrace it!!

Monday, March 7, 2011

Oh, and check out this is amazing!!

You will laugh and you will cry! And now I am going to tell you this is where is was taught not to really care if people say negative things about you are your loved ones!! So thanks Matt. And everyone go check out his story!!! He is AWESOME!! Oh and he has a beautiful little daughter (just that is reason enough to go check it out!!)

And here is one of the main reasons you "gotta" have it! Miss you Buddy!!

Because you gotta have it....


A lot of this blog is going to be about a whole lot of nothing. I have quite a few interesting, sad and hilarious stories so I hope you enjoy the Ramblings from this small town girl!!